landlesslord: (lost in the cold)
Though dead, Guy sleeps. Though he sleeps far better than he used to in life, he is not untroubled by nightmares. The old familiar demons.

Somewhere between the realisation and decision that he would not be going back to sleep that night, brought him to the stables well before dawn, where he has been sitting with his back against the door of Marian's still unnamed stallion's stall.

The stallion has been taking little notice of Guy's reminiscences.
landlesslord: (remorse)


Mercury Rev - The Dark is Rising
I dreamed of you on my farm
I dreamed of you in my arms
But dreams are always wrong
I never dreamed I'd hurt you
I never dreamed I'd lose you
In my dreams, I'm always strong


Bat for Lashes - Sleep Alone
You know my darling, I can't stand to sleep alone
No sweetheart in the dark to call my own
You're my own, you're my own, I can sing it, I can groan
But the darkness is a stranger and I'm lonely, lonely, lonely, low


The Horrible Crowes - Black Betty & the Moon
My heart, my heart, you're the moon and her shining light
Darkness and void of form, like you were keeping me alive
And I've been dreaming of poisonings from the venom of my enemies
Clever as the viper, dear, but gentle as a stampede of stones


Editors - An End Has A Start
You came on your own
That's how you'll leave
With hope in your hands
And air to breathe


Band of Horses - No One's Gonna Love You
Anything to make you smile
You are the ever-living ghost of what once was
I never want to hear you say
That you'd be better off
Or you liked it that way


Matt Skiba - Soul to Keep (For Phyllis)
Yeah, I saw her smile that chased the blues away, her warmth will make it all okay
'cause it's one to go and one to stay, I guess it has to be that way
I found my kindred spirit, now she's with me as I sleep
And it's in her hands, up to her where she'll put my soul to keep.


Placebo - Running Up That Hill
And if I only could,
Make a deal with God,
And get him to swap our places,
Be running up that road,
Be running up that hill,
With no problems


The Rolling Stones - Wild Horses
I know I dreamed you a sin and a lie
I have my freedom, but I don't have much time
Faith has been broken, tears must be cried
Let's do some living after love dies


Lauren Pritchard - When The Night Kills The Day
How will I know to pull on the ropes and
It doesn't seem like anything's over
Nothing can save me when the night kills the day
Here comes the night, it's taking me over
Here comes the night, it's taking me over


White Lies - The Price of Love
I gave him my heart, now he's left it to die
And I know I can't go back
He walks out the room, shouted see you around
She begged come on give me some slack


--

The Kill Van Kulls - Impossible Man
Better to be lonely than be torn apart
I’ve been thinking different
But you’re probably not
I won’t quench this thirst
I swear to God my heart is cursed




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landlesslord: (stared at)
I have offered you my heart a thousand times

O my sweet warrior, only to make peace

with your lovely eyes: but it does not please you

with your noble mind, to stoop so low.



And if some other lady has hope of it,

she lives in powerless, deceiving hope:

and it can never be what it was to me,

since I too disdain what does not please you.



Now if I banish it, and it does not find in you

any aid in its unhappy exile, nor knows

how to be alone, nor to go where others call to it,



it might stray from its natural course:

which would be a grave crime for both of us,

and more for you, since it loves you more.
landlesslord: (bad dreams)
He said to lose my life or lose my love
That's the nightmare I've been running from
So let me hold you in my arms a while
I was always careless as a child
And there's a part of me that still believes
My soul will soar above the trees
But a desperate fear flows through my blood
That our dead love's buried beneath the mud

Let's grow old together
And die at the same time
Let's grow old together
And die at the same time

I said I've got no time, I have to go
And I was more right than I will ever know
He said my heart is fate, well mine's regret
And left him crying next to the chapel's steps

Let's grow old together
And die at the same time

Let's grow old together
And die at the same time

He said

Let's grow old together
And die at the same time
Let's grow old together
And die at the same time

He said

He said to lose my life or lose my love
That's the nightmare I've been running from
So let me hold you in my arms a while
I was careless as a child
There's a part of me that still believes
My soul will soar above the trees
A desperate fear flows through my blood
Our dead love's buried beneath the mud
A desperate fear flows through my blood
Our dead love's buried beneath the mud
landlesslord: (angstface)
In his small room at the castle, it takes an ungodly amount of time to remove his leather jacket, on his own and without jostling the wound too much. Even so, Guy has to halt his progress a number of times till the more agonising waves of pain ebb slightly.

"IS IT TOO MUCH TO ASK THAT YOU HOLD ON TO JUST ONE OF HOOD'S FILTHY IDIOT LACKEYS? HMM?"

The Sheriff's rage can be described as a good few leagues beyond apoplectic. The guard that Caspian overpowered has been...dealt with, but that has done nothing to quell the tide of furious muttering and pacing that Vaisey has been occupied with since the escape was discovered.

The remains of a crushed songbird lie on some of the day's paperwork.

Guy remains silent. There's little he can say that would make any difference.


The undershirt is awkwardly cut away. Guy can only really slice carefully down the front and then struggle somewhat out of the remains. At least it's not as stiff and heavy as the leather.

On the other hand, he'd had to keep it on until the bleeding had slowed under the cloth he'd pressed against the wound over the hole in the shirt. The result is that the shirt and the wound were somewhat stuck together.

The only way to remove his undershirt fully is to tear it from the wound, undoing what little repair his body has managed to work in the short time since he left the Sheriff's rooms.

That the blame is laid on Guy for Caspian's escape is not unexpected. What is unexpected, though not as surprising as it might be to another who had spent fewer years in Vaisey's service, is the blade ferociously driven into his shoulder.

The only blessing is that he doesn't twist the knife. It's a few more long minutes of raging before Guy's dismissed and he can escape into the hallway to try and push past the pain so he can do something about the injury.


He can only breath deeply through his nose with his teeth gritted so hard, and cursing is restricted to a mental litany of the most blasphemous sort. The flow of blood from his shoulder needs staunching again and it's some time before he figures it's safe to remove the bloody cloth so he can dab at the area gingerly in an attempt to clean it.

The slow work to clean the dried blood done, the next task is to sew the edges of the wound together. Thankfully the blade was sharp so the edges to the cut aren't too jagged - the scar will not be too ugly when it heals, provided his handiwork is competent enough. At least he will not have to contend with desert heat and sand that works its way into everything this time.

A Return

Nov. 19th, 2011 02:01 am
landlesslord: (lost)
[Post Season 3]

He stirred slightly on the bed, slowly waking. For long moments, Guy lay there wondering where he was and why this wasn't quite what he thought he had been expecting.

He was dead.

This, he knew. He had died in Nottingham Castle,at the hand of the Sheriff and his sister Isabella. The first had been a long time coming and was no real surprise to him. He'd lived the greater part of his life at the whim of the Sheriff's moods, aware that a mistake one day might not be excused as it had before.

The second? He had hoped that one day they would reconcile. He had done what he thought was best for her, even though she hadn't seemed to understand that. She was his sister and he loved her, despite it all. Guy didn't know how to feel about her now.

He supposed that he still loved her. She was family and nothing would change that.

He rose, moving to sit on the edge of the bed and looked around. This was his room. It felt like his room, but a room he hadn't seen for a long time. It felt wrong.

He felt wrong. Distinctly so.

Being here. Being. Not right. None of it.

Surely he should be in Hell? Or perhaps this was that other place, Purgatory, that he had heard discussed at court.

Guy got up and examined a book that had been left on the chest of drawers. He weighed its heft. He noticed the texture of the cloth cover. It felt both real and unreal. He replaced it on top of the drawers.

He lay both hands on top of the chest of drawers. The dark wood was cool and smooth as he drew his hands across the surface.

He returned to the bed and sat down, resting his hands upon the embroidered coverlet. He ran one hand across the detail of a bird flying.

He looked around the room once more. This was his room at Milliways.

He was dead.

These were two things that did not come together in his mind.
landlesslord: (sleep)
If the dark shape of the man passed out at the foot of a tree not too far from the lake looks like he stinks, it is probably because he does. Too much wine, beer and mead; all mingled up with stale sweat, anger and heartbreak.

The wine helps him sleep. The beer pushes him over into being so wasted he doesn't care anymore. The mead, mostly, is for a change from the monotony.

The rest is thanks to the nightmares of a foreign land, a woman who wouldn't love him and that moment, just after waking, when you remember everything.

His skin is cold and clammy to the touch.
landlesslord: (Default)
It was necessary for him to be there when the Count arrived, but Guy had not been expecting Marian to actually do what she had been told and dress up for the occasion.

The red suited her colouring and the cut...

...well. The cut was pleasing to the eye. That much he would admit. It was a small victory.

"Marian, who'd have thought?"

The Count on the other hand, when he descended from his carriage, appeared to be the imbecile that the Sheriff had described him. The Sheriff had not mentioned, however, the fawning and toadying he had deigned to lavish on the Bavarian. It would be wise perhaps, for Guy to arrange to be elsewhere so he would not have to endure it or he could feel himself wanting to kill this Count so they could have his money and have done with it.

It was Marian, now that had the Count's attention rather than the Sheriff. Guy pondered the wisdom of having her be a distraction for the Count. He did not like the way he looked at Marian. Or spoke to her. Or touched her.

Still, he would endure that too. For now, he had somewhere else to be.

~*~


The cloak was an irritating necessity, but it gave him the time and ability to ensure no one noted him entering the tavern, or if they did, to remain unrecognised.
landlesslord: (ev0l)
It did not bode well, the faint sound of splashing emanating from the Sheriff's chambers.

Not well at all.

It foretold a horror to go with his failure to prevent the thieving scum of the forest from stealing yet another shipment of tax money.

Still. He would have to face it.

"DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT GISBORNE."

Or at least, keep his back to his employer or face to the side. The prospect of Vasey's nudity made sure that Guy's eyes were firmly averted.

"My lord, we now know the strongroom works. Stopped Hood dead in his tracks."

"NOT DEAD ENOUGH." Funny how even naked, the Sheriff could still rage at him from his position seated in the tub. "Stealing the money on the way here is one thing. Stealing it from under my nose is another. The Black Knights are coming, expecting their share out, Gisborne. At this rate THERE'LL BE NOTHING LEFT TO SHARE!"

Too late, Guy failed to foresee that the Sheriff would punctuate that exclamation by standing and looked away in disgust.

"Gisborne, I want him dead." Vasey paused briefly. "Meanwhile, how's your German?"

"German?" Was the Sheriff bringing in mercenaries? Surely he had not failed on that great a scale that mercenaries were being brought in?

Guy turned back to the Sheriff, warily, and then remembered. "Ahh, this guest you're expecting."

"Count Friedrich of Bavaria. He's one of the richest aristocrats in Europe by all accounts and stupid too, so you and he should get on. He also has a weakness for gambling."

It was making sense now.

"Your alterations to the Great Hall." Vasey was planning to make use of this Count's wealth.

"Yes. We will extend the Count every courtesy Gisborne. I've taken my bath six months early for a reason and then... we will take the inbred booby for all that he's got."

~*~


Guy could not let the preparations for Count Friedrich's arrival keep him from one task in particular though.

Hood knew of the strongroom.

Someone must have told him.

Only a few knew of its existence - the Sheriff and himself, of course. There were a few guards - who were at least bright enough to know that they could not betray their employer and get away with it...

...and there were the apprentices and workmen who had built it. Skilled men, undoubtedly...but they were peasants. Peasants who were easy to lead astray if their precious outlaw promised them their King would return to set things right.

And at least one of them was mouthy and greedy enough to try it on, when his men had rounded them up.

One of them must have let slip. His men would take care of them and if it was not them? Well, they would be an example.

~*~

The Great Hall looked impressive. It had been completely transformed into a gaming room and Guy barely heard the Sheriff's grand rousing speech for the servants as he looked around at it.

"Ah, Lady Marian."

Now that was one word guaranteed to catch Guy's attention and instinctively, he turned to see where she was.

She did not look happy, he noted, while at the same time carefully not noting how the pale green suited her complexion.

The Sheriff's suggestion that she show their guest a 'good time' had her looking at him briefly, wide-eyed in alarm. As if she expected him to object on her behalf.

She had no right to that now.

"Good idea." Was she surprised that he agreed? Guy decided that he did not care if she was.

He took the opportunity to study her, while the Sheriff enquired after her father. This was what he had hoped to marry. She was beautiful, yes, and spirited. She was intelligent enough.


She was a liar who had promised to fulfil a marriage vow to him only to leave him in the church.

"But what if he sees my heart isn't in it?" A poor excuse.

"Well then, pretend. Deception comes easily enough to you."

So did the outrage, which brought a flush across her skin at the Sheriff's suggestion that she buy a more risqué gown.

Guy easily caught the single coin the Sheriff deemed enough for Marian's new gown and flung it a short way down the nearest gaming table.

"Fetch."

It felt good to be cruel to her like this. It felt like he was in control again.
landlesslord: (blank)
Standing in the shadows at the edge of the woods, Guy is looking out over the lake, grim-faced and brooding.

He's honed those two particular skills over many years. It's not good to interrupt his enjoyment of a really black mood.

If it can be called enjoyment.

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